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PS For The Week.

nobody@vox.com(Flutter Box) — Mon, 12 May 2008 00:30:29 -0600

I feel like driving sometimes until I find a new place & just stay there. I'm too poor - not to mention no education to get a *gooda* job - to just pack & move & do that... but i'd like to sometimes.

I dated a guy with a bent penis. The sex was different, but still very good.

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I've Come To Realize....

nobody@vox.com(Flutter Box) — Mon, 12 May 2008 00:12:40 -0600

Taken from Miss Joy's.

1. I've come to realize that my boobs...will never be as small as I'd like them to be w/o surgery. (I want to be a B cup)

2. I've come to realize that when I talk...I usually ramble on about stupid stuff.

3. I've come to realize that when I love someone...they become my entire world.

4. I've come to realize that I need... to love myself & fix the broken parts.

5. I've come to realize that I have lost..someone who loved me completely.

6. I've come to realize that I hate it when... I don't have the money to buy something I *really* want.

7. I've come to realize that if I'm drunk... I want sex more than I usually do. (only been drunk once).
8. I've come to realize that money... is getting tighter.

9. I've come to realize that people...are all flawed just a little bit.

10. I've come to realize that I'll always be...me, regardless of what I try and change about myself or my life. (had to take that answer Joy. It's a good one & true)

11. I've come to realize that I have a crush on...Louis.

13. I've come to realize that my cell phone is... possessed & needs to be thrown in the lake.

14. I've come to realize that when I woke up this morning... n/a

15. I've come to realize that before I go to sleep at night... I think of too many things.

16. I've come to realize that right now I am thinking about...mom. Postsecret was pretty much all about mother's day. I didn't really miss mom until I read the mother's day secrets.

18. I've come to realize that when I get on Vox...I look forward to seeing what my neighbors are up to.

19. I've come to realize that today I will... take nanny to the doctor & to the DMV.

20. I've come to realize that tonight I will... Work.
21. I've come to realize that tomorrow I will... no idea.

22. I've come to realize that I really want...to meet someone i will love completely, be best friends with, someone to settle down with. Someone who wants the same things from me.

23. I've come to realize that my parents... did things that made me who i am today. good & bad.

24. I've come to realize that love... is something that i value more than anything else.

25. I've come to realize that crying... is something you shouldn't be ashamed to do.

26. I've come to realize short people... wish they were taller (most that i've met anyway).

27. I've come to realize that food... is everywhere.

28. I've come to realize that my roommate...is small and furry. And purrs.

29. I've come to realize that working....sucks if you don't enjoy what you do.
30. I've come to realize that my life...is about to change. hopefully for the better.

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Another One.

nobody@vox.com(Flutter Box) — Sat, 10 May 2008 07:09:55 -0600

What highway do you drive on the most? 171
Would you consider yourself a flirt? Depends on who I’m with.
What are your siblings middle names? I have no idea. I’m not close to my half-brothers, or my step-brother or step-sister. My cousin Skot is like my brother, he goes by Skot Jay.
What's a song that puts you in the mood to dance or party? There are way too many.
Where are you going on your next vacation? Vacation isn’t in the near future. Although, I’d like to go on one of many cruises… also, to Iceland, England, Japan, Italy, Ireland, lots of places actually.
Do you get paid weekly or bi-weekly? Bi-weekly
What color are your pillows? cream
Favorite aunts name? I only have one aunt… nanny.   Her name is Linda
What hours do you work? 11-7a
Are you superstitious? Only when it comes to my car.
Whose motorcycle were you last on? My dad’s.
You have to buy the perfect shirt to wear tonight, where do you go? No idea. I hate shopping for clothes.
How many calendars are in your house? The ones on my computer.
Have you ever been confused over two relationships at once? No
Who is the last person that made you laugh in person? In person? Perry.   The last person to make me laugh? Louis.
Name one of your ex's mother's names? Why is this even a question? Ann.
Do you miss high school? Hell no.
What color is your bra? The one I have on now is white.
How many pairs of sneakers do you own? One
What kind of lotion is closest to you?  None right now.
What's on tv this second? The Rifleman starring Chuck Conners.   Yes, we’re at Perry & Geneva’s…. he loves that show.
What helps you sleep? I used to never have trouble sleeping until about a year and a half ago. Now, if I need help sleeping I take benadryl.
How much would you get if you traded your car in?   Absolutely no clue.
What color shirt did your mom wear today?   Doesn’t apply.
Last time you saw your dad? The last day I lived in Fort Worth. Mid January I think.
Last time you babysat? If you consider being at home sleeping for work while a child is at home with me… last week. If it’s me staying up & ATUALLY babysitting… I haven’t ever done that.
Next dentist/gyno/doctor appt? Someone was really reaching for questions huh?
How often do you do laundry? About once a week
What commercials are your favorite? Honestly… the Freecreditreport.com commercials. They’re so cute
Have you ever been prescribed narcotics? Yep
Have you ever copied someone's tests? Nope. I fail or pass on my own steam thank you very much.
Whats hummus made of? Chick peas and oil
When's the last time you used a slip and slide? When I was a kid.
Whats annoying you right now? Some of these stupid questions.
Do you have a crush on someone from the workplace? At work? No.
Are you an introvert or extrovert? Depends on who I’m around…. & my mood.
When's your grandmas birthdate? The one I actually liked was born on November 1^st.
Do you take birth control? Not lately, but I need to get back on it.
How many rings do you wear daily?  Two
Any tattoos? Nope.
Name 3 people you worked with today? Been off for 3 days.
Favorite summer cocktail? Uh…
Plans for today/tonight? Play WOW, talk to Louis & visit. until I go to sleep for work tonight.
Plans for the weekend? Work. *sigh*

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PS For The Week.

nobody@vox.com(Flutter Box) — Sun, 04 May 2008 17:52:19 -0600

I wish I would inherit millions of dollars.... My family is not rich, so that's never going to happen.

The one about not thinking anyone will ever love me is true for me too. I always said I never wanted to get married...That was the reason, but I never told anyone. I just always said I just wanted to live alone. It's not true. I don't like being alone & want someone to grow old with. The way I grew up I didn't - & sometimes still don't - think that I will ever find anyone to love me. (Long story here, but I won't go into it.) Also, I have this wierd thing that if I ever do get married...the thought of dressing up in a wedding dress with all the wedding stuff is embarrassing to me. I don't know why, but it is. I honestly would love to elope if I found someone to get married to, but my family would kill me if I ever did that.

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Financial Aid

nobody@vox.com(Flutter Box) — Tue, 29 Apr 2008 07:18:39 -0600

I was approved for financial aid for the summer semster (starting in June). I am getting a loan & no grants. I think I'm not getting any grants because I dropped out long ago after getting one. I think I'm going to have to prove myself before I get any more, which is okay. I also can get a job in the work study program, which is kind of nifty. The important thing is I will have the money to pay for school now. So, I can start to do something for me. I just hope I can stay with it.

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Amazing Woman

nobody@vox.com(Flutter Box) — Mon, 28 Apr 2008 23:00:10 -0600

I met the most amazing woman tonight. She's 65. Intelligent. Witty. Full of life, happiness, inspiration & laughter. Amazing woman. She's beautiful. Her name is Minnie Goings. I hope to make her my friend.

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PS For The Week

nobody@vox.com(Flutter Box) — Sun, 27 Apr 2008 23:45:39 -0600

i find both of these sad. the first one because he/she should tell her that he/she loves her...what if that's what she's waiting to hear? you know? the 2nd...because.... well, it's just sad. i wouldn't have married him if he wouldn't have ever kissed me. heck we wouldn't have been dating very long either! i love to kiss. i love touching & being touched. it's one of the ways i feel loved - & i'm not talking about sex. lol i'm talking about hugs, kisses, holding hands, cuddling up on the couch, etc. to me it's very important. when i don't have that i feel something is wrong with the relationship & it needs to be fixed...or it's gotta end. i need that.

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Culture QotW: School Play

nobody@vox.com(Flutter Box) — Thu, 24 Apr 2008 00:12:35 -0600

What role did you play in your school play?

a rag doll. ann. i was in the 6th grade. picture to follow...as soon as i find it in one of these damn boxes. lol

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QotD: Here's the Skinny...

nobody@vox.com(Flutter Box) — Sun, 20 Apr 2008 21:19:52 -0600

Have you ever been skinny dipping?

yep. i love it.

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PS I Like

nobody@vox.com(Flutter Box) — Sun, 20 Apr 2008 07:41:20 -0600

i would get in touch with my friend if i were her.... & i would change my locks in an apartment after reading this one. lol

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